Sunday, May 8, 2011

Mother's Day

Today at Lincoln Road Chapel, we celebrated Mother's day. After singspiration, a message, communion, and announcements, a cute and brave kid was invited up to the stage to share a mother's day poem he wrote. He spoke with a youthful, childish, but mature voice as he read out his poem, stuttering a little bit here and there.

Some of the phrases echoed in my mind: "Wow, what a great mom!"... "She buys groceries and cooks for me...", "She drives me to hockey because.. well.. I cant drive". And then, there was a slight pause. A slight tremor then followed in his voice, and he began to choke on his words. Finally, with a tear falling from his eye, he took a deep breath and finished the last line of his poem in a trembling voice:

"... And if God was to give my mom a gift for Mothers' day, it would be to bring my Dad back to earth..".

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Dinner with my Aunt and Uncle

19:00- Dinner is ready!

19:05- High school cousin gets ready to leave the house

19:06- Aunt shouts and asks, "your girlfriend is here here to pick you up already?"

19:07- Cousin says, "yeah, gotta go now"

19:08- I say, "WHAAAAAAT?"

19:09- I complain to my aunt and uncle, "since when did he get a girlfriend!? How come he got one before me!"

19:10- Aunt and Uncle tell me how "yeu" I should feel. Even with a car and currently studying Masters degree, I am still single.

19:11- I complain that it's because the car they are lending me is not nice enough. They shoot me down saying my cousin doesn't have a car, and in addition to that he gets rides from his girlfriend.

19:13- I complain saying that my house isn't nice enough, but of course, my cousin lives in this house too. Shot down again.

19:16- My uncle tells me the whole family and extended family are all waiting on me (apparently I'm the only one who doesn't or didn't have a girlfriend before).

19:18- My aunt and uncle start making excuses for me out of sympathy, saying that maybe I don't have a girlfriend because I am too popular, thus girls are scared that I am very 'fa sum'.

19:20- My aunt starts telling me about a friend she knows whose son was healthy, gifted and talented, and just turned out to be gay recently.

19:30- My aunt asks very sincerely......

"nei hai mm hai gay ah?"




Friday, March 25, 2011

Lights

Lights. What a beautiful concept.
At the flick of a switch we can manipulate the environment to suit our needs.
They help us to see clearly.
But sometimes,
They help us to see too clearly, that we focus only on that which is lit.
Leading to an ignorance of the peripheral.

- anonymous -

I remember driving back from Hamilton, each snowflake haphazardly making its' way down to the planet we live on. Darkness shrouded the sky, and furious winds were shooting across the highway roads. It continued to snow, but the snow was unseen for it was entangled in the darkness.

"It's dark, turn on your high beams, it'll help you see the road clearer".

So I did. And what a sight! The beams of the car lit up each falling snowflake, giving them a white glow as they fell. It was as if God was throwing down pieces of heaven from the sky, proving his existence in a most majestic manner. To think that such beauty permeated the sky I was travelling under, but would not have known if I had not turned on my high beams. The light helped me to see the beauty.

But the beauty was so alluring and charming that it proved to be dangerous. The snow flakes glowed so much from the high beams that I could not see the road any longer. So I turned off my lights, as I could not contain the light.

For when the light shone I could not see the road. And when the light was dimmed I could focus on my goal. The light and its beauty is overwhelming, and I cannot contain the light.



Thursday, March 10, 2011

Journey for Beauty

He hung there among the misty rain, not a care in the world. Time seemed to stop. He felt no sense of danger.

He walked up into the mountains, the mountains so glorious they seemed to both quench and fuel the curiosity of human nature. Accompanied by his loyal and trustworthy companions, they continued to tread up the icy paths that posed a risk to all who dared to venture. More often than not, these brave travellers would make their way up an icy slope, only to be denied by its slippery surface, sliding uncontrollably back down only to start once again from the beginning.

Then they came to the staircase of great torment, with a 90 degree bend which pointed straight down to the depths of the unknown. But there was an option, as there always is. In order to capture with their eyes the undeniable beauty of the half frozen rushing waterfalls, they would have to descend past the staircase of great torment. But you see, this 90 degree bend had only one railing, which sat itself about 5 feet above the ground, making it easy to fall under the railing and off the side of the stairs into one’s doom. Frozen with a layer of ice, and complete with a rope, the three of the four males, with bravery and strength, surpassed the terrain and ran to the sight they were searching for.

The fourth male also passed, but stopped to look back before rushing to behold the glory of the natural wonder. With a kind and sincere heart, he delayed his excitement in order to help the females cross the stairs as well. Chivalrously and honourably, he decided to retrace his steps, and to stand at the 90 degree bend so that the females would not have a chance of falling through, should they choose to pass the staircase of great torment. Oh what a sacrifice, that he would once reverse his progress and risk his life yet again for the sake of others! How noble!

However, just as no humans are perfect, so he wasn’t perfect either. In his bravery, he unfortunately (and unavoidably) stepped onto a spot that was extra slippery. With his arms backwards leaning on the railing, he skilfully ran in spot for a couple seconds in an attempt to regain his balance. However, the power of nature was too overwhelming for him. And so his legs slipped off the side of the staircase. And he began to fall.

The females looked and were too overcome with fear to say or do anything. Their legs froze in place. Had it not been for fear, they would surely have ran to rescue him, the one who so nobly put his life at risk for them! But of course, it was only the sudden fear and shock that was holding them back, nothing else.

As his legs slipped off, and his body started sliding under the railing into the depths of the unknown, he remembered that there were things he had to accomplish in his life. With the intensity of burning magma, the fortitude of the blazing phoenix, and the strength of a thousand suns, he threw his arms up and caught the railing by his own two hands. There he was, dangling above death.

He hung there among the misty rain, not a care in the world. Time seemed to stop. He felt no sense of danger. And, once again, with strength unparalleled by all the beasts of the field and birds of the air, he pulled himself up to safety. What a sacrifice, to risk his own body to let the females know that it was dangerous for them to attempt to traverse the stairs of great torment. What a sacrifice.

His name is Joses Wong, and he is from Halifax.

Monday, February 7, 2011

Life and Turtles

Life isn't always easy. Life is not meant to be easy either.

When life is especially low, there are options to choose from. These options are not exhaustive but are the ones that I feel like pointing out:

(1) disregard what is 'right' and indulge
(2) distract yourself with things you have to do or want to do
(3) keep hoping
(4) forget hoping
(5) compare your current state with your original state.

I want to focus just a bit on option #5.

Sadness is usually the result of the discrepancy between a current state and a past state or future 'wished for' state. It is interesting to think that your original state and your future state may be exactly the same, but that the emotions can differ so dramatically. Let's give a quick example here:

(a) Man does not have turtle, man is content
(b) Man buys pet turtle
(c) Man has turtle
(d) Turtle dies
(e) Man does not have turtle, man is not content

What is it that changes from step a to step e? Is it possible for one to think of their original state and be content during the 'after' process?

That's all folks,
Cheers,
Joses Wong

Monday, January 24, 2011

The Boy and his Sensei - Disclaimer

Disclaimer:

As wonderful as my literary skills are, and as creative as you readers view me to be (I wish), I did not make up the story in my previous post. Rather, it was taken from a sermon I heard in North Toronto Chinese Baptist Church by Pastor Ted. Note that everything I wrote was indeed translated from my ear to my keyboard, and I could have easily missed important details (and I also probably added plenty as well).

The main lesson of the story is that God can turn your weaknesses into strengths.
The secondary lesson (so I think) is obedience and discipline to God though you may not understand at the time.